So What a crazy few weeks it has been! I have neglected my blog for a while which is bad but I just haven’t had the time or energy to do it.
So I am now currently 19 weeks pregnant something I thought I would never say. These last few months have been wonderful but also scary. So first of all I feel like I should say that when I say wonderful I mean that I am finally pregnant, the actual process of it all not so much… I don’t know if it is because I have always built up being pregnant as this amazing time and I would be glowing from day one and feel great and I wouldn’t have a care in the world but I was very wrong. I was sure that as soon as I got that positive test the worrying would stop but it didn’t in fact it got worse every little twinge I would think this is it and I was forever in the toilet knicker watching now this has eased a little bit but everyday I get a bit stronger and realise that this could actually be it and that really I should enjoy everyday as much as I can so that what I’m doing but it did take me a while to get my head to do this haha.
So I was quite lucky in the symptoms of pregnancy as in although I felt sick I never really was maybe once or twice but it could have been worse… For me I just felt sick but I found if I ate something little I was ok. The tiredness is what got me hard! I was exhausted all the time and still am really… My bedtime was 8 up until I was 12 and half weeks now it’s about 9.30 so a bit of progress. The headaches are what have been effecting me and I think will do throughout I have always suffered from headaches/migraines and just reached for the nurofen something I can’t do anymore so it’s been trying to sleep them off and lots of water which don’t always work. Hormones are all over the place I cry I get angry and then I’m happy but I think that is normal. I think they are balancing out a bit now but who knows haha. My poor husband have got the brunt of it but he has taken it well which I am grateful for.
So my 20 week scan is just over a week which I can not wait for as one I get to see jellybean again but also I can go baby shopping, I wanted to wait until I was half way which I nearly am ekk.
Last week I started to feel a bit of movement not kicks as such think that will come later it feels maybe like bubbles something deffo moving in there and I love it! I just can’t wait until hubby can start to feel it too. I normally feel a lot when I am lying down and relaxed.
So that’s where we are up at the minute I will try to keep this a little bit more up to date as we go along…
Here are some of our scan pictures so far
I decided to announce the pregnancy on social media after years of seeing other scan pictures and the amount of lovely comments we received was overwhelming Everyone I have told so far as been so happy for us it is so lovely to hear
Hope everyone else is good xxx