Patience…

It’s one thing I am no good at all never have been… Birthday, xmas it would drive me crazing having to wait and it’s the one thing you have to have when doing IVF. If it’s not waiting to start or the 2 week wait it’s waiting for appointments. I am currently sitting in the clinic waiting room waiting to see a nurse to check that we are all ok with starting next month ekkkk quite excited about this cycle. We have already seen the doctor last week who is going to try all sorts of new things like aspirin, embryo gen and some injection which he told me the name of but I have forgotten haha so I’m happy we are trying new things I just have to wait and be patient to when we start and to be seen. 😝 xxx

Scan day…

So our scan was last Tuesday so I haven’t updated sooner I have just be crazy busy. So the appointment was at 3.30pm and I have to say that it was the longest day ever we decided to go to lunch to try and keep our mind off things for a bit and hope that it would speed up time for a bit… It didn’t it was so slow! The main thought that was going through my head was we wouldn’t see a heartbeat or they wouldn’t be able to find anything and that it was just the drugs that were giving me the positive test. Finally 3pm came around and we made our way to the clinic and at last 3.30 came around and the clinic was actually running on time which never normally happens so I was very grateful for that. My friend who has also had IVF told me when she had her 1st scan they couldn’t find her baby for a good couple of minutes so I wasn’t to panic if they didn’t find anything straight away I mean they are the size of a grain of rice? So you can understand why it could take a while. Well we didn’t have to wait they found our jellybean straight away! We have one beautiful baby in there with a very strong heartbeat. As soon as I saw that flicking heartbeat on the screen I burst into tears, the relief just washed over me. I have dreamed of that moment for so long and I couldn’t believe we were finally getting it. All the waiting had paid off I know we have a long way to go but I am going to enjoy every minute of it and try not to worry so much about the bad stuff that could happen. 

So we have another early scan on the 4th of July as because we had 2 put back in they want to make sure one wasn’t hiding but they think it is only one which we are happy with 💜 And then it will be only about 2 weeks until our 12 week one so we  will see our little jelly bean again so I’m very happy about this. 

I still can’t believe this is all happening to us but like I said I am going to enjoy it as I have waited so long for this xxx

1 week until the early scan

So we have one week to go until we have our scan at the clinic and it is dragging. I thought the 1st two weeks were hard but this I think hard I’m forever thinking it is going to be taken away from us or when they scan there won’t be a heartbeat it drives you crazy. 

I have done a couple more tests so test day and they were darker each time so that is definitely a positive.

The injections each night are still ok the bums ones are starting to hurt a bit but don’t really looked bruised but my poor belly is really looking sore…

I really am a human pin cushion not sure when I have to stop all the injections think I will find out at the scan. At the moment it is all working so I am quite happy to carry it all on I can get through the 5 minutes of pain. 

So we have 7 sleeps to go until we fine out everything is ok and if it’s one two or even three ahh who knows!! We will have to find out xxx